Self-reflection

“My Self-reflection”

Future Center and Future Me!

When I knew at the beginning of this course that I have to do a volunteering project, I felt upset and confused.  The reason behind that was because I’ve never been in a similar situation before, but I said to myself let me give it a try.  In addition to that, I will make it more challenging to get closer to a layer of people that I’ve never been close enough to before, special needs.

I’ve chosen Future center, a place that I never knew or visit before, even I never heard about it.  In the future center I found a lot of answers for my questions, missing parts I was searching for since long time and pure souls to talk to.   The experience gives me the opportunity to explore some hidden skills in me such as teaching.  Furthermore, I knew that I have to be thankful on whatever I have and stop yelling and regretting on what I’ve missed in my life, because someone in the future center told me “ I want to be like you “.  How can I keep yelling on my unachieved goals while someone’s dream just to talk normally like me!

  This center added a new wish to my wishes list; yes I want to be a teacher one day.  Even though it’s not my profession, but I’ll do my best to be a volunteer teacher for special needs.   Thanks god and thanks future center for this slap on my face, I start getting closer to any special need person.  I’ll always remember future center when I feel upset from life and I’m totally sure that it’s my always cure.

And here is something that I’ll always keep in my office and read every day, a letter from my student.